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My life went crazy the last few weeks. One of my best friends went to New Zealand for 6 months. I broke up with my boyfriend because of stupid things. I really loved him and did everything for him. But we fighted together every day and I couldn't talk to him because he ran out of the room and was away for about 30 minutes. He hurted me hard with this and he said things to me that no girl would love to hear. I fell into hard depressions and wanted to go away forever. Someone hurted me so hard that I don't like going to public anymore. I didn't see my best friend for a really long time and I cried a lot and felt empty.
And I met my best friend again. She's the best girl I've ever known and I want to stay with her forever. I don't know if she knows that I see her as my best friend and it wouldn't be bad if she doesn't feel the same. She makes my life easier when it goes hard and she's always here for me. And I am always here for her.